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[28 Mar 2007|09:47pm] |
Well basically I don't think I truely know how to have a friend. It's hard for me to open up. I just rather keep everyone not close so I wont get hurt. I guess I didn't realize that it pushes people away I guess.
To Kamii...
I guess I feel that you don't want anything to do with me anymore you stopped talking to me when you met that new person or whatever. And even though you say you didn't, it sure feels like you have replaced me. Also I have tried to be a good friend to you but you always feel that I hate you so I'm doing something wrong. You deserve better, I've been shitty to you. You don't even ask me to rp with you anymore it hurts, when i did try to, you left and went to draw somewhere else on the opposite of the board. that nearly made me cry, but hen i realized you didn't want to have a thing to with me so i just gave up and realized you hate me. and when you do talk to me I feel it's forced you have nothing to talk to me about anymore...
Liz...
We are distanced now, we're not close anymore, don't know what's going on.
Aoi...
Think you so much for being here for me. I love you the death for it. And I feel like we truly are brothers, you are completely honest with me. Thank you so much.
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[17 Feb 2007|04:56pm] |
So I was Pchatting with Aoi, my older bro haha, and he was teaching me how to color. Isn't this awesome! I did the lineart. Ofcourse he did the pwntastic coloring. Well atleast I have a teacher, and he tells me when my anatomy looks bad and how to fix it!
Also, for those who have gaiaonline accounts, me and Aoi and Kamii will be doing a joint shop, so look for us. hehe.
My SN: O e k i i
I removed the picture cuz it was too big and i'm too lazy to resize.
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| Hello Live Journal Community |
[01 Feb 2007|10:43pm] |
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So today is my first journal entry. Yay!
I'm so tired and hungry, I've been skipping meals for the past few days. I think all the stress with family and my mom being in the hospital gets to me. Lately I've also been afraid to sleep.the fear of not waking up is getting to me. This so sudden.
Oh well, everyone has their ups and downs and problems right? As you can see I'm an artist and I drew a picture for you guys. I plan to dump all my sketches in LJ and I'm hoping to meet awesome artist here and new friends. OH, AKULIGHT is also looking for a master to learn coloring technique and anatomy. If you are willing to take me under your wing, it would be appreciated. ;3;
I can't believe I didn't pchat at niko's today, haha. I feel so wrong now.
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